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  • Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I'm so goddamn ugly. I'm dating Daniel. He'll be sick of me in a month or two. Maybe he'll cheat on me. Who knows. That's how it always happens, though. I'm "intriguing." People get close…

  • There is no way to hide from him. My every action is seen and judged. I don't know how he'd react if I tore a gaping hole in myself. Disgust? Pity? Hatred? Self-hatred? Feign ignorance? Grow distant? Maybe he'd try t…

  • Somedays I feel like posting over and over and over again, but I restrain myself. Why do I do that? I got this blog so I could rant. I got it so I could be stupid and bitchy and overdramatic without having to worry what …

  • Doug's visiting. Which means Tara will be visiting. =/ Cue psychotic suicidal tendencies! Ehh. No. I haven't cut since September. She used to be beautiful once... I still think about it every. single. moment. Scratched …

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