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  • I'm not certain whether I think about suicide more when I'm on the meds or off them. On the meds, I'm more deeply depressed. I'm more prone to feeling hopeless. I can't remember being happy on them more than a few times…

  • I don't think I'm pregnant, but I've been considering what I'd do anyway. And I don't think I'd be able to get an abortion. Or to tell Him it's his. He'd find out. I wouldn't pressure him to take it. I think... I think…

  • I blacked out a few days ago because I stopped taking my meds. It was so sudden... I'm used to feeling like I'm about to pass out, but I'm not used to actually doing it. Last time, the only other time, it's happened w…

  • I can't take it. I just can't. I see what she's aiming for. She wants to deem me obsessive compulsive. But I'm not. I'm not. I'm over that. It went away. I don't have rituals, I don't have compulsions. There's nothing to…

  • When I refer to cutting, should I think I am a cutter or I was a cutter? It wasn't a phase. I don't have some sort of delusion of worthlessness. I.Am.Despicable. My mindset has not changed. It simply isn't practical anym…

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