I hate obsessive compulsives.

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Posted by: Psychorazorbass Original: 4/12/2009 12:09 AM Views: 8 Comments: 2 eProps: 2 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

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No, really.

I have OCD myself. It isn't bad and hasn't been for years, not since I was about 10 years old.
But I sort of... Absorb... the compulsions I catch others doing.
I don't want to. I hate it. I hate how it looks and feels and that I need to do it. But I can't stop myself.

I have this friend Kaleb, who swears it's just nervous tics (I think it's Tourette's). He does this thing with his neck, I can't describe it. Tensing it and releasing. It looks odd as fuck.
And I can't stop doing it. Or it feels like the pressure in my spine will dissolve all of the little bonds that hold the bits of bone together.

If I start doing this shit in public, I think I'll kill the boy. Maybe once I'm not around his compulsions anymore I won't have to deal with them either.

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